Apr 12
Love
I’m beginning to lose hope in everything. I want him and I want to be with him. I’ve experienced all these guys out there and STILL want to be with him. I don’t know what the fuck to do or how the hell to feel. He came over to see me and everything was perfect until he asked me, will you be my girlfriend? I said no simply because I didn’t want to jump in the situation…and thats where it elevated.My heart hurts. I’m tired of it. I don’t know if I should give up. I need to think about how much it’s worth it to actually try…
